Hacker komt in het reine met zichzelf…
De hacker van de 310/311 en verspreiden van valse spoilers op DA (deviant art) heeft gehoor gegeven aan haar geweten. Op het ASN (avatar spirit.net) forum heeft ze het volgende gepost:
You are right. I need to explain why.
I’m not sure I know exactly myself. But I’ll try.
I lived in a dream. 6 months of dream with everybody here and on DA.
People accepting me. People congratulating me for my art. People believing in me.
They made me a Avatard, they made me a newser, they made someone well-known and someone respected in the community.
What happend was a very new experience for me. I thought it will change me forever.
I thought it will makes me better, I thought it will change myself and solve all my problems.
What a lie.
Ibegan to lie to myself first, then to the others. I began to be jealousat other’s skills. I began to compare myself and wanted to be betterthan everyone. Oh, yes, I changed the Avatar community. I make bombsexploding everywhere!
I began to do a lot of illegal activityand the last hack 310-311 was kind of my fault. Doing a contest oneside making people think that I support the mag, and in the other sidespreading illegal scans over the web. Doing a fake screenshot to laughat people. Fighting Viacom one side, then reporting myself for theillegal UK video, thinking this will erase all the bad things I’ve donebefore. Making 2 avatar related websites fall and make as if I havenever done this intentionally.
Then, 2 days ago, I reached thepeak. With more than 1000 watchers, always trying to deny all, Iinvited people in a online chat. I realize that I wasn’t happy. Irealize that they believe that I’m someone that I’m not.
I realize that I hated them as much as I hated myself.
I think it’s time for me to leave.
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Bronnen:
Avatar Spirit N.
Avatar Portal forum
Deviant art (bannished_prince)
